March 2012
Goodbye leap day. Hello March.
I dont want to write annotated bibliographies. I just want it to be a weekend, so that I can sleep and relax and fix my hair. And most importantly, go dancing and study for my midterms.
Fuck midterms..
February 2012
A Tired Frustration.
I am tired of always being left out of things. I feel like a 5 year old saying this. But really, I have been in the school for almost 2 full years now, I have made a decent number of friends, but for whatever reason, none of them seem to want me around. I will call or text or IM and they will tell me they are busy doing this or that. But then they will slip up, they will post it on facebook or...
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thanks jeanette!
I’m tired of being depressed.
I think I might make an appointment at the counseling center.
should be sleeping. class in 7 hrs. tomorrow will be hell.
god today sucks. I am so stupid, why didn’t I remember sooner!
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Coming home this weekend.
I feel like college is a constant mid-life crisis inducer. I need to get out of here for a while.
I am so stuck on when my life was everything I wanted it to be. And there is just so much about here that is wrong. I want to find a place, a path, something that just makes me feel like I am exactly where I should be. And as much as I love Purchase it will never be that.
I need to rewind to May of...
I am taking myself out of this equation.
Done.
carolineemily replied to your post: I am so fucking done with you assholes. I’d rather…
Come over right now and hang out with meeee
washedawaybyrain replied to your post: I am so fucking done with you assholes. I’d rather…
who did what?
I would if I could Emily.
And Jeanette, its the same old thing with the same old people. I need friends here that want to be my friend.
I am so fucking done with you assholes. I’d rather be alone than have to deal with your fucking bullshit.
Sometimes I feel like my depression makes it hard for people to be around or even like me.
And that makes me feel like I shouldn’t even bother to make friends.
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I can't do this anymore.
I feel defeated. School has totally drained me. I have no energy left to even cook for myself. I don’t want to go out or see people. When I’m not doing work or in class all I want to do is sleep. I have no time for myself anymore, and I feel like I can’t make it to the end of the semester.
And this really sucks because my future gender neutral apartment will be amazingly...
Fuck this life I have.
Everything is so hard for me always. And to be honest, I am really starting to get sick of it.
And because this is the internet, I sound like a whiny little asshole. But really, I put up with way more shit from people than I should. So fuck it, I’m done.
