December 2010
electricwaves asked: Hey i sent you a text but then Jeanette said you might not have service at you dad's so- I can come and i'm staying at Jeanette's for the weekend. Just wondering how i'm getting to you guys, would you mind picking me up from white plains on the way? or north white plains? its easier and cheaper for me (i already have a ten trip). Although it might be out of your way. let me...
electricwaves asked: Hey i sent you a text but then Jeanette said you might not have service at you dad's so- I can come and i'm staying at Jeanette's for the weekend. Just wondering how i'm getting to you guys, would you mind picking me up from white plains on the way? or north white plains? its easier and cheaper for me (i already have a ten trip). Although it might be out of your way. let me...
and im not on the Dean’s list any more..
trapped.
i need to get out. every bad thought and bad feeling this place has held on to is crashing down on me. purchase was a new beginning. a beginning i really enjoy. warwick is a past i need to forget.
forget isnt the right word. the past makes us who we are, but i need to move on. i have moved on. and coming back to this place, these people, the pain that hovers here, its too hard. its too...
grades..
i need an A- in history to stay on the Dean’s list. I WANT TO STAY ON THE DEAN’S LIST SO BADLY. i only have 3 of my 4 grades in right now, and without the 4th one i made the Dean’s list…. but i think i got a B+, which brings me .07 below the 3.5 GPA i need to stay on the list. im so anxious. i just want to know!
Watchmalencholy:
So self-conscious. BE NICE YOU GUYS
This is a lot better then you think it is. :]
time-lost-knight-deactivated201 asked: Wanna hang out sometime? figure out something to do :o
time-lost-knight-deactivated201 asked: Wanna hang out sometime? figure out something to do :o
beartzu replied to your post: i hate being home. i really just wish we could…
Weren’t you just saying the other day how much you wanted to be home and hated being at school. Maybe neither can satisfy you, maybe you should try to being blindly opstomistic like me. It works out most of the time.
the other day i was having a bad day. everything that could have gone wrong, went wrong. i...
i hate being home. i really just wish we could have stayed at school and just not had classes. i no longer have friends at home i actually want to see.
it never pays off to be nice. i do favors for people all the fucking time and i never get anything in return. thats how things should work. you do something nice for someone they say thank you, and when the time comes that you need to ask for a favor they should be there for you. but no one is ever there for me. i am always alone. i am always taken for granted. i need to go home.
i hate this place. i am dropping out. and i am fucking not driving you home. im done. as soon as i finish my final tomorrow, i am gone. and none of you assholes will see me ever again.
sometimes i just need a friend. but no one is ever there.
so warwick is having a black out and snow storm. and i am suck at Purchase… fail
failure.
Dear Julie,
I am writing concerning your application for Internal Transfer to the School of Art+Design at Purchase College, State University of New York. After careful review of all the submitted materials, I regret to inform you that you were not accepted into the program.
On behalf of the Admissions Committee, I thank you for your interest in the School of Art+Design and the care with...
this night proves it. im done being social. im done with friends. i am going to spend my entire vacation in my house, or walking around in the snow by myself. i dont want to deal with other peoples problems or emotions. i just want to be alone!
my (current) addiction: bones[the tv show..].
i want to see that look on someones face when they are looking straight into my eyes. i miss that. i miss you. you are in the past. so now, dealing with the present and very near future, i think im just going to stay home, and enjoy some quality alone time over break. i dont want to see friends or talk about being lonely. i just want to stay home and watch bones.
washedawaybyrain asked: thankyou! yep, all those nature photos and the teacup are mine :)
i am starting to think that it was a mistake to come to Purchase. i never listen to my instincts. i am going to transfer. should i stay til may, or save my money?
ITS SO HOT IN MY ROOM. I CANT TAKE THIS ANY MORE!! i love my room. i am already missing it. but dear lord it is too damn hot in here for it to be december out there.
a cell phone on my window sill.
i am really going to miss my room. i really like where i live, the people i live with. i like my window sill. im going to miss my tub. i like taking baths when i am upset. they helps me loose my sorrow and think my problem through. i feel sad a lot. i feel lonely and like i fail at everything i care about. i feel like i have nothing to give the world. bottom line i am going to miss my room. i get...
i keep making mistakes.
why am i invisible? i always seem to fall through the cracks. i hate this. today is a horrible day, i just want the next ten days to be over so i never have to leave my bed. fuck this.
Any one good with advice?
i could really use some…
anatomyofme replied to your post: i definitely eat when i am upset. im sinking… HANGOUT WITH ME. i’m chipper and its as infectious as aids :)
haha, SURE! anytime :] things never seem to go right… its just one of those days.
i definitely eat when i am upset.
im sinking again… im miserable again… i dont care about anything… i just want to sleep and wake up to a better tomorrow.. but tomorrow is never better.
i definitely eat when i am upset.
im sinking again… im miserable again… i dont care about anything… i just want to sleep and wake up to a better tomorrow.. but tomorrow is never better.
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carolineemily asked: Hey, I'm not sure if you got my comment on facebook, but if you want to we could go to that show in on friday and you could just stay at my house that night (Justin won't be home) And we could hang out Saturday too, if you'd like.
i applied to the art program. but they shouldnt let me in.
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