February 2011
washedawaybyrain replied to your post: washedawaybyrain liked…
I did :)
I know.
January 2011
washedawaybyrain liked your post:electricwaves replied to your post: life guard…
You would.
electricwaves replied to your post: life guard training makes my body feel like jello….
are there hot guys though?
its purchase. no one here is straight.
life guard training makes my body feel like jello. why did i take this class?
carolineemily replied to your post: i feel unhappy all the time. i want to be in…
I feel this, too. And it’s hard. But like I said, I’m always here.
You have no idea how much this means to me. And it would be completely amazing if you could some how come to purchase on friday, but if you can’t, I know its expensive. I would just love to have you here.
Thank you <3
Here’s a secret: I am really, really sad. And I have been for quite a while, and I have no idea how to fix it. Whenever I try to reach out, to ask for help, my voice just falls victim to silence. And nothing changes.
i feel unhappy all the time. i want to be in school, but college feels wrong. i want to save up and move away, but i know i’ll still be sad. i wish i could lock myself in my room at home and never have to come out. i wish i could be excited about something again. i wish i had some goal i was working towards, but i have nothing. and every day i feel like i loose one more friend. i wish i...
carolineemily asked: Don't worry about me <3 I'm alright, I just get a little upset once in a while.
i lost my favorite ring last week. today i am going to find it.
soy milk and maple syrup.
best idea ever. thank you tanner!
this night has been so sad, so happy and so hard to handle. i feel like i never have enough time with any of my friends. it all goes by way too quickly.
carolineemily replied to your post: unfulfilled hope.
I HAVE to go to community college. Am I happy? No. Not at all. But if I go there first, and do well, I can transfer anywhere I want when I’m finished, and so can you. You can be extraordinary, you just may have to work hard to get there.
thanks. i hope you’re right. i needed that. and i think we BOTH can make it through our set backs....
unfulfilled hope.
i kissed someone. a few weeks ago. i kissed someone. and i’m sad. i should be sad about that. about the fact that it resulted in me loosing that friend. i lost a friend, i got ignored, and i am still all alone. but for some reason i am sad about school. i am sad about the fact that pratt wasn’t better and about the fact that i now go to purchase. i was supposed to be extraordinary. i...
i think i miss the city.
washedawaybyrain asked: you+ snow+ me+ camera= WANNA HAVE A PHOTOSHOOT TODAY?
2ish???????????????????????????????????????????????????????
2ish???????????????????????????????????????????????????????
washedawaybyrain asked: you+ snow+ me+ camera= WANNA HAVE A PHOTOSHOOT TODAY?
2ish???????????????????????????????????????????????????????
2ish???????????????????????????????????????????????????????
somewhere along the way i have lost a part of who i am. i lost my inspiration. i lost my art. i lost my drive. i lost my need for greatness. and now i feel nothing. i have nothing. i do nothing. and i am always alone. with no one to talk to when i need it.
but maybe thats how its supposed to be.
washedawaybyrain replied to your post: are we meeting on tuesday/ knitting?
OMG, I’ll BRING THE GIANT NEEDLES :D
haha thats a good idea! he said he could borrow some from his mom.
washedawaybyrain asked: are we meeting on tuesday/ knitting?
washedawaybyrain asked: are we meeting on tuesday/ knitting?
you know that feeling you get when you just met someone recently and the way the friendship was building was exciting and had a lot of potential to be great. then all of the sudden it falls to shit, and you feel hugely disappointed because somehow you missed it and now theres nothing you can do? well. that just happened to me. and i hate it. two people in the past 5 months. i need to make a...
6763.) I'm scared to fall for you, because I know...
only thing is. im not scared. i just hit the ground and picked myself up.
i guess im over it. because maybe i realized that to you, i am nothing special. and maybe i realized that i need to be for you to be worth my time. and you’re not.
its amazing how something tiny can change a mood completely. now i am happy again. this night has been wonderful. i hope this week follows suit.
carolineemily replied to your post: washedawaybyrain replied to…
Me too!
SO COME WITH ME! get a job. start savin. by september we should all have enough!
i am sad and disappointed. this should make not coming home so much easier.
washedawaybyrain replied to your post: travel.
take me with youuu
If you take a year off, i would love for you to come with me… i dont really want to go alone.
travel.
i am taking time off next year to travel around europe. i have nine months to plan this. which is good. i want to go to Paris mostly, but other parts of france as well and germany, i’d like to see switzerland and Italy. i want to go to places where i can be inspired. i want to visit the heart of the word culture. i was to explore the world and live on the excitement. and when i feel like...
stepping foreword. releasing a feeling.
as i talk i release the words i say and the meanings they hold. and all of the sudden i am empty and left with a nervous feeling floating inside me. i have been up and down all week and so far i have ended up feeling worse then i have in quite some time. perhaps the sting of rejection is trying to sneak its way in. a silly thought. how can you get rejected when nothing was said or done towards a...
“To wish you were someone else is to waste the person you are.”
– anynomous (via rashidraven)
“Take me as I am, or watch me as I go.”
– (via obsessivedrmer)
“There’s no map to human behaviour.”
– Bjork (via kari-shma)
the story begins.
“listen.” she said in a very determined tone. “what are we doing? i need to know what this is, where this is going. i cant just be company to fill the lonely void that overtakes your life. i have done the meaningless hook-ups with a close friend. i dont want that. im over high school drama and college dating. i am done feeling worthless and like i am not enough for the people i...
“Without knowing, I did something I told myself I would never do again. I fell...”
– Louise Sybing (via kari-shma)
5 tags
5 tags
5 tags
5 tags
5 tags
5 tags
