December 2011
white collar comes back january 17! :D
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I need to stop coming back here. Its too hard.
Open mic and a show. Typical Warwick.
I went to a show last week. I walked up the familiar street, out of the parking lot, away from the river, past the beer store. I heard the music pouring out of the cafe, kids were on the porch and in the alley. Up the stairs, pay Ted, chit chat for a moment with the familiar faces I haven’t seen in ages. But I had to go inside, I had to see his band. I haven’t thought of you in months,...
If only I were as attractive as my music taste.
I have to go to the dentist the same week as your birthday so I can’t take both...
The one thing I hate most about coming home...
I hate feeling sentimental. All of my friends, the huge group of kids from all across Orange County who I used to go to shows with, are all still here. They hang out, they do what they’ve always done. But something has changed. The group is fragmented. Its not solid, they’re not together any more. And I am not a part of it any more. I miss them so much, but coming back and seeing...
adammatthew replied to your post: adammatthew replied to your post: so things are…
Totally that makes sense! I hope you have some great Holiday’s too! I’ll be sure to say Merry Christmas though! :)
I look forward to it. :]
Thanks for listening!
adammatthew replied to your post: so things are looking up…
See, there you go!! You should be proud of yourself! They don’t let just anyone TA you know!! :)
Thanks! I needed to get the sad out, so I could be happy… if that makes sense.
Also, if we don’t talk before the holidays, have a really awesome christmas/new years :]
so things are looking up...
I got mexican food from the best place ever today. I ordered a really awesome hat, and I get to be a TA for a class I got an A in this past semester. So I am pretty stoked.
I also, finally, got my moms gift. And its in the mail!
Redesigning my life.
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I am so disappointed.
I feel like I failed myself. I just want to curl up and hide forever. I don’t want time to go on.
I worked so hard this semester, and I still came up short. No matter what I do, I’m never good enough… I really want to just quit school and never look back, so I don’t have to feel this way any more.
I live in the world of sub-par.